I can't believe
we're at the end of June already. It's crazy how fast time is flying right now.
Probably because of the whole respiratory yuck that ate up most of the month.
Thankfully, that seems to have finally run its course. Feeling so much better
now.
Had a super busy
work week. Playing catch-up isn't my favorite thing on the planet. But I did
finish a proofread and made solid progress on the other two projects on my
plate.
Had a very limited
viewing schedule this week, mainly because I really wanted to make as much of a
dent as possible in my work. I had my usual background comfort shows playing in
the background with Perry Mason and Midsomer Murders. I love the
channels dedicated to one show, which is how I get Midsomer whenever I
want. And Perry Mason is easy to find on the classic TV channels.
I did catch an episode
of Best in Paradise and enjoyed revisiting how JP got reacquainted with
Rosie. I'm enjoying the cast member introductions to each episode.
I also watched the
first of a two-part Death in Paradise. I'd seen a bit of the episode
before and knew what to expect but it's very powerful to watch from the beginning.
Looking forward to the second part this week.
I started an
episode of Elementary and didn't make it all the way through. I'll
finish that one up later tonight.
And that's pretty
much it for the life update this week. Tonight's post is from Perfect
Conversation, a novella that explores a reunion between two characters
meant to be together … if they get their timing right.
Here's the
miniblurb:
Gigi Morse runs away from Scott Alamead because she doesn't
want to risk losing him. But when she returns, a very different Scott greets
her, and Gigi realizes she's right back on the hot seat.
And a sneaky peek…
Gigi watched Scott's retreat and
couldn’t resist one last salvo. “MmmHmm. At least it'll be a good one.” She
checked to make sure he’d rounded the corner, before adding a sarcastically
whispered, “Ooo-kay then.”
She figured Scott would attempt to
talk after they'd argued earlier. But their conversation had not gone anywhere
close to the way she expected. Instead of helping her settle the swirl of
thoughts in her head, the discussion pretty much kicked them up into further
chaos.
Doesn't that just suck?
She dropped down to the floor and
settled back against the bench in the gym where he'd tracked her down. Reaching
over, she picked up a bossa ball and let its weight settle in her hand. She
considered getting up and doing a quick run through the maze to work off some
of the frazzled feeling, but honestly didn't have the stamina to do it at the
moment.
Spinning the ball around in her
hands she gave it a quick toss at the wall opposite her feet. Scott Alamead
loves me. Of course she knew that. But the way he said it made it different
this time.
She caught the ball and bounced it
again. She’d made a promise to someone else. A rebel fighter who'd put his ass
on the line for her.
Bounce.
How was she supposed to respond to Scott's
declaration?
Catch; bounce.
And how the hell was she going to
get back to Columba to keep her promise?
Catch, hold; bounce. Back and forth.
She’d missed a hell of a lot while
she’d been gone … not the least of which happened to be Scott's apparent one-eighty.
Catch; hold.
Mutiny? Choosing the minister of defense
above watching over the old man? Breaking his parole to leave with the minister?
Emphatic bounce.
Not that she would have done
differently with Flynn in charge, probably sooner.
Catch. Grin. The man was an utter moron.
Deep
breath.
How am I supposed to deal with this
Scott?
Bounce.
The one who kissed her because he'd
been happy to see her?
Catch; bounce.
The one who had no scathing
comeback when she called him on his own actions?
Catch, hold; hard bounce.
The ball hit the wall and bounced
twice back to her. She wanted this Scott … hell, she wanted the other one also,
truth be told. Maybe they'd needed the forced break of her tearing off to Columba
to gain some perspective, deal with some issues.
Snort. Right. Bounce.
If gaining perspective meant
hooking up with a hot guy and promising to return for him, she'd be dead on the
money.
Catch; hold.
But what the hell? She and Scott
had totally parted on nasty terms. How could she know he’d pull the rug out
from under her?
She hefted the ball really hard on
that thought. It hit the wall, glanced off a light fixture, and bounced out of
her reach.
Gigi let the ball go, her thoughts
tumbling in her head.
She’d screwed up by sleeping with Radek,
never dreaming for the reaction Scott had. But she figured with him the gaff would
be … screw up, no second chances, game over. So … she jumped away on the
minister's orders, which had been easier than trying to deal with both Scott
and his uncle Minton at the same time.
How wrong I was. She got to deal with a blond
amazon out for blood, an almost perfect copy of a fellow pilot, finding Harry—her
oldest friend next to Scott—and hooking up with Kurt. Primo mistake number two.
Oh … and yeah … she'd been knifed
in the gut and the universe knew what else at the hands of the enemy. Is it
any wonder I latched on to Kurt so hard? Sought comfort and peace of mind
after being beaten back?
She'd thought she lost Minton and Scott
in one fell swoop and didn't think she'd ever get back to their side of the
line.
But she had made it home.
And she hadn’t lost Scott … not if his welcome and friendly declaration could
be believed. It's all right there in front of me. Waiting.
Could she reach out and grab it?
She’d made a promise to Kurt, and
she’d keep it … but not for the original reason.
He's a good guy, but he isn’t Scott.
And she wanted Scott.
And there she had it. Decision
made.
Gigi laughed and stood, walking
over to snag the ball from the floor. She needed to find Scott and take him up
on his offer to talk. A grin snuck over her face and as she doubted his
definition would match hers.
I'm quite happy
with how this scene came together even if I might need to do some judicious
trimming. I love a good internal monologue.
That's it for this
week. Catch everyone on the flipside.
ML Skye
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